what a year it's been
you said it wasn't a last goodbye and i believed you even though i cried and at the end of of the year i missed you and i missed our dreams i felt beaten lost overwritten and crushed like a memory that's been turned off or a stupid switch that doesn't work i lie here waiting for you for a text or a call i am a fucking dork a flash flood that paralyzed me and i agreed in that stupid marta ride but i should have been smarter than to accept that defeat i felt dumb lost overcrumbed and crushed