solipsis
what a lonely day. lonely month. lonely year this has been. and it's only the first month! i am still in shock since she left me. i think she gave me a chance but i didn't take it i didn't tell her how much i really loved her how much i understood her and then i insisted on trying to be right and closed my ears and my mind and shut you out because i was an idiot and even though you gave me a chance i didn't take it and i just spoke the same things over and over and over frustrating you and all i all i had to do was to reveal that things were equal as to when we KNEW we loved