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On a train again

  On a bridge over the sea There was a dark blue ocean all around us as the gentle rocking of the tracks lulled us into silence. You sat in front of me, reading, while I watched the reflections of the waves in your big blue eyes, not knowing if the the blue was you or the water. It was a deep but light blue, the kind that you see in a cold cloudless winter morning. Like the time when we were in that snow field surrounded by nothing and warmed only by our words.  I wanted to reach out, let you know how every second I spend with you remains endless like the waves below us.  But I remained silent as the clouds and fog from the land reached our window. The tendrils of islets and keys and canals from the city started to engulf our view and I wanted to stay here with you. In our ocean. In my unspoken love. 

i'm high but i'm grounded - Alanis

estrellas brillan hasta explotar  y crean universos llenos de luz pero nada se compara con el resplendor de tu mirada y el amarillo de tus trenzas de oro. desde lejos por que de cerca seria pecado siento el calor de tus palabras  siempre en desafio y todo contado mientras sonreimos de nuestras intelectuales maniobras las olas de oceanos gigantes golpean creando diamantes de hielo y agua dulce pero nada tan dulce como un beso tuyo de labios firmes y carnudos aqui cerca por que si se sale peligraria tantas cosas que el corazon grita y anhela y con un solo abrazo te conoceria en una tormenta tu amor una vela. [yo se que no deberia pensar en ti pero a veces se me hace imposible. sigo intentando ver lo positivo de aquello, pero el deseo de estar contigo crea una ansiedad que crece y crece. tantos suspiros para nada, tantos deseos que intelectualmente se son simple idioteces. tengo que aprender a disrfutar de solo tu compañia a lo lejos, y esperar que estos sentimientos sean pasajeros.] 

words while in mourning

 Death; inevitable seeping shadow, that cools on the  hottest of summers. Sadness; a slowly pulsating engulfing lava, burning the newly borne flowers, leaving everything to renew. Love; indescribable, encompassing peace. A breeze in an arid desert, a delicious chocolate in a mediocre dessert. Safety, warmth, a hug, a smile after a hard effort. Indescribable. 

moon and stars

 what is more beautiful than a mystical sky when the sunset comes in full of reds and oranges and the water reflects the clouds in shades and shadows and then they glide, shimmering and beautiful? the stars and the moon; pale and wonderfully fair how to fix your gaze on one? the sky keeps changing colors, ever darkens and the stars and moon grow brighter and their allure mystifies and charms my ever hungry heart and soul. i'd drown if my obsession of their lovely frame like an angel held me just afloat over the dark green water. which is more pleasing, which is more enchanting? the stars or the moon.

dumb sonnets

 pursed, moist, brilliant, silken kiss of a sweet breeze summer never ends

the curvature of you

inundated by the sounds of your laughs i swim happy to drown in your voice while waves crash above  and the sun is brightened by your alabaster sculptures and cardinal lips.   in a dark and dusty basement a fluttering breath of a humming bird's wings for a minuscule growing plant is more than life; it is happiness. the silhouette of your flames blinds i freely fly into the darkest light while ephemeral licks of pain and pleasure of fire and light and beauty that your shadow dares copy end at the tip of your hips.

Train thoughts

  Flowing through the countryside with the dark green grass on my left and the deep blue of the ocean on my right.   All I can do I think about you. The way the sun shines on the waves reminds me of your smile. The way you breathe out when you laugh and I can’t help but feel like those waves, warned by the embrace of the light.  The train moves on and we go through little towns. Little houses, all clean and quaint. Picturesque on the hillside with their gardens.  And yet I day dream with you. Flowers of all colors and sizes dance with the gentle breeze and kiss the air with their fragrance. And yet I can tell you with no fear that you are more enchanting than all of them, you hair more resplendent and your air sweeter still.  Through forests we now roll. A cool shade kisses the hard metallic frame, offering a calmness oasis. In the distance windmills wave goodbye wishing for better adventures.  Multicolored moss adorns the idyllic grounds, making beauty out of chaos and yet instilling

with a body like that, i just fall and fall and fall in love

the way you smile brightens my heart. your stifled laughter and funny guffaws are so adorable that my insides hurt yearning to hold you, to hug you. but this pain is that of pleasure, that of daydreams, and love.   long and firm are your legs and when you have those shorts and your muscles shine in the sun there is no flower or goddess more beautiful.   the way you smile and your lips move apart fill my dreams and joy exudes so much that i dance alone, desiring to be with you but it's all a small measure, a silly dream, of love.