solipsis

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what a lonely day. lonely month. lonely year this has been. and it's only the first month!

i am still in shock since she left me.

i think she gave me a chance

but i didn't take it

i didn't

tell her

how much

i really loved her

how much i understood her

and then i insisted on trying to be right

and closed my ears and my mind and shut you out because i was an idiot and even though

you gave me a chance i didn't take it

and i just spoke the same things

over and over and over

frustrating you

and all i

all i

had to do

was to reveal

that things were equal

as to when we KNEW we loved

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