a cannon in the wrong direction

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 so i got vaccinated today. woke up bright and early to be picked up by r to head over to get the first vaccine of the day. e also came along. it was a nice enough ride. i got to read some of my favorite and not so favorite shakespeare's soliloquies. 

the town was a very small town of less than 10000 people. people seemed friendly. after the shot i took a picture of a cannon they had in front of the county building. it was also curiously aimed at a monument displaying the names of ALL the tonwspeople who have ever been to war. i'm sure one of these came after the other. 

on the ride back we learned about a third of the nominees for the grammys. it was a long ride home.

back home i started to feel very very sleepy. it might have been the rainy day, or the lack of food, or the after vaccine effects. but i couldn't look at my computer for longer than 10 minutes without thinking of sleep. i then decided i was too tired to make food and decided to order some comfort food: thai food.

after eating i had a work meeting and then i took a nap.

 it was a fat nap.

woke up and then helped my cousin s write her personal statement for a possible masters in epidemiology. in spain. that would be cool.  i need more reasons to visit.

for dinner i made arepas again. i am now out of arepa flour. this makes me sad because the only place i can get it is too far for me. (can i haz a car, plz?). i could ask a friend but it's too far for any of my current friend levels to ask. maybe r, but she's done so many favors already. i should cash in the bread i made for e, but it's so awkward asking her for a favor. plus i'm trying to keep more of a distance. maybe i could invite t to an authentic taco meal? his favorite mexican restaurant is a couple of blocks of where i need to go. hm.. :/ maybe c would like to go? has she been to a hispanic food store? it could be interesting for her just to walk around the aisles. maybe.

i hope i can sleep tonight. 

blown out of proportion

 

thoughts:

if the renaissance masters could have their eyes on your visage

they would cry,

because no matter how hard they tried

you are still far more beautiful than any painting/

dream or mirage.

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